Drama

Would have never thought it will happen today. Would have never thought I would meet the person again.

So surprising, so shocking, so all of a sudden.

Feel betrayed and feel that I’ve betrayed.

It’s like you are in the middle of the drama and you totally forgot the script. And the shooting group doesn’t seem to prompt you or give any hints on what to do, say next. And you are standing there in the middle of something. Not knowing how to call it, how to act. So you just try to hide. Smile and hide. Maybe I’m a bad actress. And all I feel immediately shows on my face. Maybe.

And you wonder, how do all those dramas go in the cinema? What they say, what they do? And your mind left blank. I didn’t seem to find the courage, the heart to talk, to ask. I felt like a coward, honestly. But I was just going on the road of less resistance.

I can’t describe my emotion right now. It’s something between sadness, shock, uncertainness and wonder.

She didn’t change much, I wonder did I change. Not fatter, not thinner. Not so brave as she looked away knowing I was there and it took my sister’s friendliness to call her. I would have never turned that side, but she did. Maybe it was good.

I don’t know. Let the time decide.

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